Good for nothing

Thats my name and I am sticking to it. I have been fucked with countless times by people. Never as bad as this girl though. She just keeps breaking my heart every chance she gets. I never met anyone that gets so much pleasure out of hurting people. Though no matter what she does I will always take her back. She is my poison. She is the only thing that ever made me happy. I guess I put myself in this situation but I can't help but love her. I am a schmuck. I am hate. I am apathetic.